‘My So-Called Life’ Category

  1. When I Was Five…

    December 14, 2011 by sassenach

    …I wanted to be a teacher. That’s the first thing I remember wanting to be when I grew up. I think most of that desire came from admiration that I had for my kindergarten teacher–she was a really nice lady (who has since passed away, sadly).

    Well, I never did become a teacher, but pretty soon I’m going to be teaching some classes at the library! I’m pretty excited but also nervous. In January, I’m teaching a beginner computer class for adults. We’re going to do this once to see if there’s a good turnout; if it’s successful, we’ll do another class in March. Also in January, I’m teaching a beginner knitting class for adults. I’m really excited about this one! I think it’ll be fun. Finally, in February, I’m teaching a teen knitting class. This should be fun, too–and encouragingly, I registered my first student today! :)

    Hopefully we’ll get a good turnout for all the classes. I’d like to be able to do them regularly, but if no one shows up, then we probably won’t. But I’m hopeful! The base (where our library is located) has posted flyers on Facebook for two of my classes so far and they’ll be posting the third flyer soon. I’m glad that they’ve done that because I think that’s a really good way to get the word out.

    I never in a million years thought I’d be teaching anything (at work or…anywhere!), but I’m very eager to start planning for these classes and putting things together that I want to discuss. :) Lesson plans, I guess? Handouts? I have a lot of brainstorming to do!


  2. Five Years & A Ring

    December 12, 2011 by sassenach

    322/365

    First things first–no, M and I did not get married. :) The 10th was our anniversary and he gave me this ring to mark five years (!) together. I am not a big jewelry person, but this is simple and pretty and sparkly and I love it! (I wear it on my right hand but had to put it on my left in order to take the pic.) There are five diamonds, one for every year we’ve been together.

    :)


  3. Christmas Spirit (Or the Lack Thereof)

    December 11, 2011 by sassenach

    This happens every year.

    I just don’t feel the Christmas spirit. I normally feel very ‘bah humbug’ and ready for the holidays to be over. M and I have a small tree but we haven’t put it up yet. Also, I decided not to knit for my family this year–while I’m glad that I don’t have any last-minute crafting stress and deadlines to deal with, I also feel blah about gifts this year.

    I’m just not one of those Christmas people. There’s something about the holidays that feels inherently depressing to me. I’m not sure if it’s the ever-present consumerism or what, but I’ll just be relieved when January rolls around!


  4. Lazy

    December 10, 2011 by sassenach

    I had things I wanted to do today, but my days off from work have become really lazy days. Especially lately, with things hectic at work, I’m just so tightly wound during the week. By the time the weekend rolls around, I just want to be a hermit and stay home (if I’m lucky enough to have Saturday off, which I did). So that’s basically what I did today. M and I didn’t go out to eat for our anniversary, but we’re having a nice night in and right now that’s okay with me!


  5. Things That Make Me Happy Today

    December 9, 2011 by sassenach

    Sometimes I feel like I’m so negative on Twitter (and lately, here on my blog). I’m trying to be more of a positive person, really I am! It just…doesn’t always show. haha. On that note, here is a list of things that make me happy today:

    • I thought I was going to be late for work this morning, but I pretty much made it on time. (Was a total space case this morning and got my schedules screwed up, but figured it out just in time!)
    • Had a pretty productive day at work, despite all the dramas of late.
    • It’s the weekend for real because I don’t have to work Saturday this weekend!
    • My mom called to check up on me re: work dramas–she wants to make sure I’m not getting too stressed! I know I’m a grown-up and everything, but it’s really nice that she still looks out for me like that.
    • Tomorrow is my anniversary with M, so we’re going out to eat to celebrate. :)

  6. Blog Prompt: My First Dollar Earned

    December 5, 2011 by sassenach

    I didn’t forget to blog today, but when I sat down to post something, I drew a blank! haha. So I looked for blog prompts and liked this one:

    Your first dollar earned.

    My first job was at Old Navy when I was 17 (in 1997). This was before the company even had a website and way before they started running those ghastly, cheesy commercials on tv. I remember that I had literally nothing to put on my application under “Work Experience,” but the manager took my application anyway and interviewed me on the spot. I ended up getting the job. I think my starting pay was $5.35 (minimum wage back then was $5.15, yikes). At first, I just worked the sales floor but eventually I was trained on the cash register.

    I met a lot of…interesting people at my job. Coworkers, customers, managers–I had some memorable experiences while working in retail. After a while, I got tired of the same thing every day and didn’t like the new management that had taken over, so I decided it was time to leave. I had stayed with Old Navy for two years, way longer than I had originally expected. When I left, I vowed never to work retail again. haha. I’ve pretty much stayed away from retail (although I did later work in the warehouse of a store). But it’s funny to me because many of my other jobs (most of them, in fact) have still involved a lot of customer service. I guess that’s sort of unavoidable whenever you work with the public in some way.

    But on to my first dollar! I can’t remember how much my first paycheck was, but I do remember the first thing I bought–a DustBuster. LOL I was still living with my parents at the time (I was only 17, after all) and I had become obsessed with keeping my room super clean, so…yeah. DustBuster. :lol:

    I can’t remember the second thing I bought–probably clothes from Old Navy because a lot of my money went right back to the company! I took full advantage of that 20% employee discount. ;)


  7. Book Review Catch Up, Pt. 2

    December 1, 2011 by sassenach

    It’s day 1 of my blog-a-day December! Also: HOLY CRAP IT’S DECEMBER. And M’s birthday is on the 6th and I haven’t gotten him anything yet :eek: and Christmas is just around the corner. Happily, I am not knitting things for my family this year and that’s a HUGE relief. I just didn’t have the time or motivation, honestly. Pretty much everyone is getting gift cards this year, I’m not-so-sorry to say.

    Anyway, I am still behind on my book reviews so here’s another catch up post :)

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    Inside Scientology by Janet ReitmanInside Scientology by Janet Reitman
    Oh boy, where to start? If you’re at all familiar with me, then you know that I am staunchly anti-Scientology. I think it’s not a religion–it’s a cult–and people who get involved with it are basically brainwashed.

    So, suffice it to say that I went into this with the opinion that Scientology is a crock, and the book only served to reinforce that opinion. It’s really appalling how much of a ripoff the “church” of Scientology is. I put that word in quotes because it’s much less of a church and way more of a money-making scam. L. Ron Hubbard was a swindler and science fiction author–not a prophet. Stay far, far away from this so-called religion, but do read this book. It’s certainly eye-opening, especially if you’re not familiar with all the history of the movement. I found myself continually facepalming because it’s so ludicrous that people actually believe (and throw thousands of dollars at) this bunk.

    (P.S. If any random spam commenters try to leave me some crazy-ass pro-Scientology comments, don’t waste your time because you will be deleted, mofos.)

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    Forbidden by Tabitha SuzumaForbidden by Tabitha Suzuma
    Ok, so…I was working at the library by myself one day, skimming the shelves, when I came across Forbidden. I read the inside flap copy and literally went, “WHAT?!” when I discovered that this book is about incest. I went to Goodreads to see what the reviews were like and was surprised to see it has such a high rating. I thought, all right–I’m in. I checked the book out that day.

    It’s really easy to read, which is kind of shocking considering the subject matter. It’s obviously a taboo, controversial topic to write about, but Suzuma has a truly lovely way with words. As for the characters, I found the majority of them likable, for the most part. That being said, I don’t think it would have been possible for me to finish this if I had a brother (which I don’t). Honestly, I think the story would have grossed me out in that case. Overall, it’s a very good book but I would caution anyone who’s got a younger reader. This is shelved in the Young Adult section and it’s marked for 16 and up on the inside flap, which sounds about right to me. But personally I was stunned at some of the scenes because they are written in a decidedly adult manner. Pretty graphic, in my opinion. At times, I had to keep reminding myself that this is technically a YA book.

    As with many YA novels, the conclusion felt rushed to me, but the writing was very good and made up for the somewhat hurried ending.

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    Fear by R.L. StineFear by R.L. Stine (Editor)
    Meh, these stories were just okay. It’s not very accurate to call them horror stories, though some are suspenseful (as suspenseful as a YA novel can be). The rest really belong in the science fiction genre. I only enjoyed a couple of the stories–the others were quite mediocre and not creepy at all.

    Also, the amount of typos and/or grammar issues annoyed me greatly. This book needs a decent copy editor. It really irks me when I read a book and it’s filled with errors! I can’t take the book very seriously when no one’s bothered to run spell check prior to going to press, for crying out loud. I know that’s a nit pick and doesn’t have much to do with the quality of the writing, but it’s very distracting for me as a reader.

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    The Haunting of Hill House by Shirley JacksonThe Haunting of Hill House by Shirley Jackson
    Hmm, I have mixed feelings. I liked Jackson’s short story “The Lottery,” so I had high hopes for this book. While I enjoy her writing style (and her knack for shocking endings), the pace of Hill House was a little too slow for my liking. There were moments when the story became slightly scary, but Jackson didn’t go the extra step and take me into ‘I’m afraid to go to sleep now’ territory.

    In fact, for me, I got halfway through the book before it even started getting creepy. There was a lot of back story and character set up to deal with. Lastly, I think the supporting characters could have been used a little better (other than simply to wind up at that fateful ending). I don’t know, I just felt that the book was unsatisfying. It was like I kept waiting for something to happen, but it just…didn’t. Sure, the ending was shocking, but it’s almost like it was an afterthought to the slow pace of the overall narrative.

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    Delirium by Lauren OliverDelirium by Lauren Oliver
    Ah, at least I can end this post on a positive note! Delirium is a pretty good book with a really awesome ending. Unlike many other readers, this is the first book by Oliver that I’ve read–I haven’t read Before I Fall yet. She writes beautifully–her narrative is often poetic, but at times I felt that her characters ramble on a little too much. The story is told through Lena’s point of view and so much takes place within her own internal monologue. I feel that the book could have been edited down somewhat while still retaining the essence of the story. But I appreciate that Lena is a decently fleshed-out character–she has a best friend (other than her love interest) and they have a great dynamic together. However, I got a little weary of Lena’s “I’m so plain, I’m nothing special,” Bella Swan-esque lamentations. Lena isn’t quite as bad, but she got a little annoying for me at times.

    Despite that, I adore the central message of the book: that love is the chiefest of all things in this world–in this life–and no one can ever take that from you. There is truly something admirable about that kind of story. I look forward to reading the sequel.

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    Phew! I’m still not up to date, geez. Remind me not to procrastinate ever again!